I’m in love with you. I really am. I have been for months now. But you’ll never be mine. You’re with her. You wouldn’t even KNOW her if it weren’t for me. I kick myself for that everyday. I can’t stand this. I lost you, to her.. I can’t do anything at all about this, though. She’s my friend. She never even knew. All I can do is blame myself. And you. I would have had you if it weren’t for her. You would have been mine. I would have been yours. But no. Here I am hopelessly in love with my old best friend. All I can do now is be happy for you two. Seeing you two today sucked. It just proved how much I actually love you. But who am I kidding? You never would have loved me. No body ever has. And no body ever will. I’m going to forget you now. I can’t be in love with some one who has become a stranger. I can’t be in love with some one who is with some one else. I can’t even talk to you with out freaking out. This is my final goodbye. I wish you two the greatest of happiness.
Sometimes a kiss lights your entire body on fire and you wonder how such a simple act between two people can make you feel like you might burst into flames. I’m stil not completely sure if I like you or just your lips and what they do to me, but it is summer and summer changes everything.